What I fear is unusual but deep. I fear relations be it any kind.
I fear getting attached to people. The ones whom I have been close to have parted away. I have begun to consider it a waste of time.
It really makes you sad when someone close to your heart parts and its begun to cripple me.
I sometimes wonder whether it is my fault, but i don't think it is, because if it had been , I would have sorted things out. Its those sudden things that happen. A person suddenly decides to let go and leaves without even a chance of sorting things out.
It hurts me deep and creates a burn in my soul.
Considering what is happening I find these lines apt:
" Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together.
For the pillars of the temple stand apart.
And the oak tree and cypress grow,
Not in each other's shadow."
I have learnt to make friends but not get too attached to them, maybe even fall in love but not inform them about it. A fear that is deep seated within me is Love. It is beautiful but too delicate.
The heart is like a fragile peace of sculpture. I am afraid of giving it to someone, cause they might suddenly decide to go away and I would not able to prevent it. I am afraid to get involved in the delicate layers of love.
The deeper love of the heart is just like a breeze that comes into your room, brings freshness and coolness and then it's gone. You cannot catch hold the wind in your fist.
It reminds me if these lines:
" A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Naah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come to your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave."
I fear getting attached to people. The ones whom I have been close to have parted away. I have begun to consider it a waste of time.
It really makes you sad when someone close to your heart parts and its begun to cripple me.
I sometimes wonder whether it is my fault, but i don't think it is, because if it had been , I would have sorted things out. Its those sudden things that happen. A person suddenly decides to let go and leaves without even a chance of sorting things out.
It hurts me deep and creates a burn in my soul.
Considering what is happening I find these lines apt:
" Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together.
For the pillars of the temple stand apart.
And the oak tree and cypress grow,
Not in each other's shadow."
I have learnt to make friends but not get too attached to them, maybe even fall in love but not inform them about it. A fear that is deep seated within me is Love. It is beautiful but too delicate.
The heart is like a fragile peace of sculpture. I am afraid of giving it to someone, cause they might suddenly decide to go away and I would not able to prevent it. I am afraid to get involved in the delicate layers of love.
The deeper love of the heart is just like a breeze that comes into your room, brings freshness and coolness and then it's gone. You cannot catch hold the wind in your fist.
It reminds me if these lines:
" A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Naah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come to your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave."
